dear deary....instead of calling diary which has no eyes to see how cruel I am now, no ears that can listen what i really feel now, no beautiful lips which can smile and say "its all alright, you just need to stay calm and focus on what u need to do".
Today is just like another day, with some routines and I don't know why I am so feeling upset, going mad and so on and so on. I plan to do some stuffs but there were no idea could come out from my heavy brain, just like a kids hiding behind the tree then slept. For hours i face my laptop and see nothing. My nine-half fingers ready for hitting the tuts of my keyboard, but just like soldiers with no captain, just stay on it. Arrgh, gosh..what i supposed to do. I have many works but nothing have been done.
Have you ever be in that situation?
Dear deary..
So many things happen in this early lovely fifteens. Then it reaches into another peak when someone ask you to think about something i haven't though yet. I am sure you know what I mean, a 25 years old guy's stuff. Ah sudahlah....haha.
Dear deary...back to my laptop again...argh many journals but none have been completely completed. I don't know what's wrong with my brain, she (refers to my brain :P) just like hard-headed girl who just get her period.
